Looking for Zen

I have finally reached my point of enlightenment. I have this incredible craving for life and beauty but in the simple ways. My normal wants for material things is diminishing and all I want is to be simple and happy. I gave up my makeup products months ago, I don't need to ruin my skin to be beautiful. The skin I have is perfectly fine and in fact I am happier without makeup I can actually enjoy my reflection of natural beauty. Since moving in with my boyfriends mom my eating habits have changed as well. Gluten, processed garbage, and artificial anything is far and few in between and I can feel my body thanking me for it.  For the first time in my life I can feel myself becoming the individual I have always wanted to be, not what others made me out to be.

The changes in my life are drastic, I wake up HAPPY and the feeling lasts all day. I never thought I would feel this much elation in my life. I am so very thankful for this level of consciousness that I have been bestowed. Everyone tried to put a seed of fear into my mind when I first announced my pregnancy. All I heard was how hard and challenging it all would be but I see it so much differently! I have been blessed with a gift and I have so much love to offer.

It is important that all of us become individuals, that we make life choices based off of the people we WANT to be.  Only the soul can tell you who you are and when you and your soul are in sync you begin to feel the calm, you begin to see the universe fold and unfold in front of you and you are allowed to see all the possibilities in this life. We have access to this amazing, living, all knowing being inside of us, so much wiser than our conscious yet it still wants to teach us. Allow yourselves to open up and see what awaits you there. It is time to wake up.
With Love From A New Perspective,
-Kait

All About Love and Being Pregnant

I won't sit here and lie and say that relationships and loving another person is a walk in the park. I of all people actually have a very difficult time of it, all for the simple reason that in order to love another you must first love yourself. For me and my past it was always very easy to fall into a pattern of  insecurity and feeling inadequate compared to my partner. This always manifested into the pitfall of my relationships. It could of been because I was young or because of the partners I chose or a combination but whatever the reason it made me jaded. I had a very sour look on love and relationships and the whole fantasy behind them.

I guess leaning I was pregnant was more of a life changer than I realized it would be. From the moment that the realization of a little life growing inside me became reality, I suddenly had a tremendous amount of love that filled every space it was able to fill. I started to view myself differently and I developed a love for myself. I was finally capable of loving myself for everything I am. I find that by leaving my insecurities behind I am able to love fully and go to bed each night knowing that I am loved by so many people. I suppose the comfort I feel comes from my soul assuring me that yes, I am allowed to feel this happiness and love all the time and I don't ever have to feel negative if I don't want to. I feel so incredibly blessed everyday, and I constantly thank the universe for the love that I have found.
With Love From A New Perspective,
-Kait